i’m just so tired of everything, done with everything. i’m really not good with this whole “living” thing
wait youre not at home at like 2?
LOL i meant i left it at school and my stupid school doesnt know what computers and the internet are so they dont post flying shit online so i canntntnnesdaujkefksfd
i dont remember if its like a lot or a little because of reasons
i think i’ll probs just ditch first period tomorrow so i can work on it
yesterday after practice, i kinda just buckled down and started crying. i really wanted to just bawl my eyes out, but there were people. i had my mind on things i’d rather not talk about during practice and after i was kinda just hit by things in my head. i wanted to go to the back and cry and pray. and it sucks because no one’s really there to listen, there’s no one around that i trust and know well enough to listen to what i’m feeling.
and on the other hand,
i tell myself that i’m okay, i can survive, i just have to keep trucking along because in the end it’s just me. because i don’t need anyone else and no one will be there. i have to be my own inspiration, i have to be my own motivation because in the end
it’s just me.